There are over five messages like this in my inbox so I’m just posting this one. Thank you, sweetheart.
I thought I was getting better, but I wasn’t. I tried being healthy, and I gained weight. Now it’s me and this fucking voice inside my head again telling me I’m too fat, I need to stop eating, that food I just ate needs to come back up. I truly don’t know how to deal with this, it’s wearing me down. I’m losing the battles and I’ll lose the war and at this point, I don’t care anymore.